Today I have lots of thoughts roaming in my head. Trying to make sense of things. Putting those thoughts on paper. At times I am bothered that I wish I could help out alot more. Rather than just talking. I want to start doing. I'm really trying to make more money so I could be of more service to help members here on aidspage. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you. Sometimes I feel prayers are just not enough. Its funny cause when I was younger I was afraid of people afaid of what they thought. Now I sure have come along way for I love people. Here in my town I smile at strangers and man the reaction I get back is just wonderful. The other day someone asked me directions to get to community living place and I couldnt remember for the life of me what the street was called. She asked someone else and I just had a feeling she couldnt find it so I went in same direction she did. I found the communtity living place but I did not see her van. She was carrying handicapp people in it. I looked in my mirror and sure enough she did go in the wrong direction. I spunn my vehicle around and caught up with her and showed her exactly where it was. She was very grateful and the amazing feeling that I felt was just increditable. So happy I listened to my inner voice. Thankyou for allowing me to share.